I know that I shouldn't blog at night....especially late at night. Raine, you know I have a difficult time following the rules. I'm working on that. I was just sitting her thinking about how funny the last few years have been. I'm friends with someone I thought I would never see again and I don't see several people that I thought I would always be friends with. Funny how life works. I can't say I have changed that much. I'm still that same nut I always was, but something is different. I'm happier. Maybe that is it. Could it be that simple?
I know I have worked through most of my aggravation with certain people. I can't say I am angry at anyone anymore. Would I want to sit in a room with them for an hour? Hell NO. However, I would help them if they needed a hand. I know a few months ago I would not have gone along with that statement. I was reading an article that talked about how holding grudges shortens your life. What the?! I'm going to squeeze ever drop of life out of this body....so I sat down and wrote down all of my issues with people. Then I decided which issues I wanted to work on letting go of. I noticed after a few weeks that I was feeling better about the list and I had made my peace with several events. I've only got a few left and I think that in time I can easily let those go too.
Time is a magical thing...with both good and bad points. When most people are freaking out about gray hair and age spots, i am putting memories to each new age line. Oh sure I don't like it when my knee and hip pot and crack like Rice Krispies, sure my hands get stiff sometimes but over all, I'm not in that bad of shape. I don't have high blood pressure, highly fat levels clogging my veins or wacky blood sugar issues. Sure in 35 more years I will be twice as old, at least twice as stiff and twice as forgetful but it is going to be a fun ride. I'm going to make sure of that. Whose coming along for the ride?
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